feelings

I Want to Kill the Cat!

Last week I walked out to the pond in the morning to feed the fish as I always do.  I immediately noticed the plant that was astray and then looked down to see a fish on the cement, pretty ripped up and obviously dead.

I became a bit frantic, immediately called Steve who wasn’t there, hung up and screamed, “I want to kill the cat!”

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Good Grief

Good Grief

When I was a very little child, I cried when I was upset.   I had such strong emotions, yet expressing them certainly didn’t bring me more understanding or the connection I deeply yearned for.  So I learned how to reign in my tears.